Losing friends is bad enough. But when they stop answering your emails- for two solid weeks- and you were really fond of them, it hurts more, especially when you don't know why.

But the worst feeling in the world is when someone you trust betrays that trust. You feel like you've been hit in the gut, the breath knocked out of you, and your feet swept out from under you.

PLease never betray a trust. And stay in touch . Try to answer emails even if you don't want to.

Lots of crazy things happening in my life right now that should be making things difficult for me, but for an unknown reason, I'm just not too concerned. Car wrecks, injuries, attorneys, doctors, therapists, surgeons, nurses, anesthesiologists, artists, pets, parents, sisters, cousins, co-workers, bosses, business people.
Some want to treat me poorly, some want to treat me right. I'm indifferent. I feel secure for some reason. It's gotta be a false sense but I'm not letting it get to me.


I'm here, and watching. If Mr H is taking applications for the position of Hester's boyfriend. someone let me know where to send it, since Trilliann didn't ask me to marry her yesterday.  I cried myself to sleep, you know.

I've coughed so much the last three das it HURTS to cough- I have to take pain pills !

Opie, my best friend and companion and perhaps the pet of a lifetime, died today at 12:30 PM CST. IT took 2 and a half hours for the vet to put her down. They were among teh hardest hours I've ever spent, bar none.

So, I asked Ringo just exactly what was in his soda....


... and he grinned and winked at me.

What does that mean?

Another round of tests on my poor cat Opie, plus analysis of the tumors removed from her last week, have changed the outlook on her prognosis! She's got every chance to have beaten it- it looks like the surergy may have removed all the cancer!
We don't really know anything different, but we are looking at it in a whole new light. Thanks for your positive thoughts, goods vibes, and kind words, everyone. It's still a wait and see game, but this time  it's a lot less stressful!